Tuesday, August 29, 2006
I am like slightly freaking out.
Getting braces next tuesday which is so insanely fast.
Its freaky, considering my fractured teeth is like some insane time bomb.
AAHHH
Anyway, because of it I am too excited/freaked out to do anything much.
FREAKKAAAEE
Monday, August 28, 2006
Horrible tsk.
As a matter of fact, I am in great pain.
Just that I have popped so many painkillers, its kinda gone for now.
Last night was total hell,
I slept for 4 hours maybe?
I kept waking up cos the pain in my back was totally killing me.
It was so szhfoawfoaa!
I do hope it gets better if not I have to do for a crappty xray.
This is so infuriating, I am incapable of sitting straight or picking up anything from the floor.
My mother is threatening to stop my riding.
RAWR
Hahahaha.
I realised Chloe had to go through another day of school with mismatched shoes.
Poor dood, looking more freaky than she already does.
I don't get it.
Whats with YAO!
It reminds me of Yao Ming.
Yao to you all too!
I am falling all over again
Friday, August 25, 2006
one thing after another,
it just keeps hitting you again&again
I WILL NOT BE EMO NO MORE
ohmygwad it is wearing me down from the inside out
Its so insane. I must get myself to do it, or I will just be a piece of Jello
wallowing in self-pity.
It justs gets to me the whole 'doing what I do not want to do but I have to' kind of stuff.
Its so fustrating. I just want this 6 weeks marothon of terror to be over and done with.
So I can have my life back.
I HATE IT! I HATE IT!
Anyway one more week before I officially start my mugging.
Rawr.
Chloe&I swapped one of our shoes and went home.
So now I have only one side of my shoe and the other side belongs to Chloe
GIMME BACK MY SHOE DOOOD
I absolutely love Fridays,
it means one week less to go.
Today was chocolate day!
I got one whole bar of herseys, 2 milk chocolate thingys and snickers!
Its nice being in a class where everyone is so darn smart at times
Now my whole keyboard is filled with horsehair.
Its kinda nice like that,
smells like my beloved horses.
Rode Beatrice today,
we both have confidence issues.
I did not trust her and she did not trust me.
Its was like when I was first riding Bilco,
but I really like her.
She is so sweet and all cos she gave me a hug before the lesson.
I want to ride her again, even if she is strong, fast and all.
I still want to.
Her trot is real good its easy to post to and easy to get her to slow down
I just have some strange issue with my outside hand and legs
She kept drifting outwards :/
I was such a pest getting into people's way.
oh well, I will ride Bea well one day, just you wait.
I will so be dead by the time O-levels come around.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Wonder how I ever made it
When your best is never enough
things start to spin out of hand.
Its really strange, everything thing piles up when I am supposed to be concentrating on exams
There is this long list of things to prepare
I really do not think I can do it.
At the same time I have to do well for my exams.
Its this pressure my parents put on me,
or maybe I put on myself.
Its like standing on those rolly chairs and like screwing on a light bulb
The slightest inch of hesitation or fear
your legs start to tremble and you fall.
(Its happened too many time before, literally and uh symbolically?)
It feels like I am standing on a chair like that now.
This is such a bad imagery.
I am so not a Lit student
I know I can do it with God's strength,
somehow it is such a cliche thing to say.
Everyone says it, but actually finding it is something else.
I remind myself 24/7 how the joy of the Lord is so important,
but everything seems to overshadow it.
Until a point where you are doing everything just because you have to,
like breathing.
Exams are so annoying.
They make me sad and fustrated,
because I just cannot bring myself to study.
Anyway today after school
I went to photocopy a few sets of Emath,Amath&Physics past year papers
I really doubt that I would be able to drag my lazy butt to do it.
Its like the dreadful stack of paper
After awhile the machine went mad and started spurting paper out
I started panicking in the library and Raina just merely pressed the cancel button.
Tonight I am going to have nightmares of paper spitting photocopying machines attacking me till my whole body is filled with paper cuts and I trip over air and drop my armful of unstappled exams papers onto the floor mixing it up with random white paper.
Yes, I am strange.
Anyway 1 week and 3 days more to the birthday party of the term.
Celine, izzy and Beu!
It will be such a cool 15th birthday for all of them.
With Beu&I planning the games :D
Izzy will get a wonderful surprise once she opens her birthday present
It would be so hilarious.
At least I have something to look forward to before I mug my brains out.
Now time to go back and write my advise column for our English newspaper.
Its really cool
Dear Aunt Choo-gony,
...
Sunday, August 20, 2006
I can't decide which is hotter.
The horse or the person on it.
Today was totally awweesome!
I have not gone out with my mummy alone for a shopping spree since forever
I like shopping with her since she has something called a CREDIT CARD
I managed to convince my mummy to buy me a duffle coat for sabbaticals
and maybe a new pair of short boots
oh yeaahhh
Next year I am getting my custom made riding boots for my birthday.
I swear I am such a happy child
Tomorrow is my Uncles shop opening
Its called 'The Perfume Bar'
on the 3rd level of shaw centre which is next to Isetan.
He sells some egpytian perfumey things which are super expensive.
Its $2 for 1ml
but it 100% perfume which absolutely no alcohol.
So its cool.
Like one drop of the perfume takes 3000 rose petals to be made.
Okay I am so doing this so I can advertise his shop, if not I would have to wear some ghastly victorian period dress complete with a CORSET x.x
So I just have to tell my friends about it and all wil be good.
This sort of qualifies as telling my friends.
He sells perfume infused teddy bears too which are really nice for $6.
This is so amazingly random.
I am shocked.
At least I get a free dinner on Friday at En for putting so much effort in helping with his auditing.
WOOHOOO
Pregnant fishes here I come.
I really do not care that I am killing millions with one mouth full.
Friday, August 18, 2006
1. She has nice shoulders to lie on :) Yes yes, something you would expect from a boyfriend & I like lying on Becky. HAHA.
2. She is darnnnnn manly / buffy
3. She will protect you :)
4. She's a big bully ! Well she doesn't bully me but both of us bully people (like putting the pail on Becksie's head) together.
5. She is sweet in the boyfriend sense
6. She loves God too !
7. I still think she's really manly
8. She will shower all the love on her girlfriend
9. I ran out of ideas
10. Cause Izzy and Chloe likes Becky too ! But she's all mine okay.
She is one insane cow.
I AM NOT LESBIAN OR BUTCH.
This is just the result of too much studying
& Adele is just socially deprived.
Seriously.
Adele: If I am not married by 40, I will force you to get a sex change or I will KILL YOU.
Me: Your nuts (resumes eating tamtam)
Today I talked to Bob.
His friend is Tod.
Bob told me that Tod was colour blind
after that Bob gave me a bouquet of roses.
Bob is cool unlike Tod.
Bob has a really cool house and lives in a really cool place
Tod is gay.
Meet Tod&Bob, Chloe and My Imaginary friends.
Since we are the only kids,
we are lonely people so we have IMAGINARY FRIENDS
Tod&Bob are so FUNKYY
ENDOFYEARS IS FAST APPROACHING
RAWRRR
.AHEM.
Fa i th ♥ says:
Hahaha, YOU NEVER BLOG ABOUT ME.
Fa i th ♥ says:
NOW GO BLOG ONE WHOLE POST ON THE WONDERFUL FAITH
Thursday, August 17, 2006
However somehow I always forget.
Its strange
Well I am strange.
TOMORROW IS FRIDAY! FRIDAY! FRIDAY!
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
The exam timetable is DISGUSTING.
It does not give me the pleasure of cancelling each exam after each paper with a
THICK FAT BLACK MARKER
I shall type it out again
When exams are over I will douse the piece of paper in medicated oil
& BURN IT MWAHAHAHA!
thats why my balcony has a few scorch marks (:
DIE EXAMS
DIEEEEEEE!
Monday, August 14, 2006
Do I preoccupy you with my wit to cover this lie?
Are you mesmerized?
Do you think me faithful, do you think me a clown?
I picked out this shirt, I put on this hat
I wore all this paint just for you
I am not
I am just stressed out.
Because even if thinds turn out fine,
I am never contented am I?
Maybe because everyone else is just so darn smart.
So I ask myself: Why am I doing all this for?
I really should be studying Bio now.
Saturday, August 12, 2006
ChiangMai here I come :D
I actually felt high thinking about going yesterday during cell.
I finally get to see Thunder!
Really hope that we get to stay in the hostel and not some scary hotel like the last time,
but I dunno I still feel like I am not really knowing what missions is because I am enjoing myself so much.
The lack of hardship scares me, but yet I would not really want it?
I think i am packing up my holidays far too much.
I really want EOYs to come as quick as possible so it can be over and all things fun begin (:
Sabbaticals, Japan, Dec Camp, Missions, CHRISTMAS.
Ok but after that kind of sucks since it is O levels.
I shall not think about it.
I am feeling pretty much happy now.
Yesterday, riding was fun.
Songkla was being a prat, constantly heading towards the food bucket.
Anyway we had a surprisingly tough lesson with Becky,
she made us do alot of flexing
my arms were about to drop off.
Songkla would just not curve his spine and he kept drifting inwards.
Everytime i nearly got it, he would bob his head.
It was sad and demoralising
At least I got him really forward at the end of the lesson, his trot felt really good,
not ploughing around the areana.
There was a little surprise when the tractors suddenly made a loud sound as we were going down the hill.
Cell as usual was interesting.
Always provides good food for thought.
Sometimes I dont even know why I have to think.
makes me feel so much more confused.
Lord, show me what to do, what is right.
I need your strenght more than ever.
Please?
/add on
I am waiting for my heater to heat up my water so I can bathe in nice hot water.
I really need a bath thanks to all the white lard crayon thingy things that was SMEARED all over my neck and face
All thanks to PRASHANNTH KUMAR. Seriously an idiot.
ADELE NG& RUTH CHOE if tomorrow if I get outbreaks it is ALL YOUR FAULT.
It smells weird and feels weird. I have grown a few shades lighter.
UltraViolet was cool it was like party style with a big open space upfront, to jump up and down like crazy morons.
I still prefer FOP though, felt different.
Planetshakers did not sing alot of songs that I liked ):
I really feel grossed out now.
/add on
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Becky is fed up with moles and calculating things that dont nede to be calculated.
DIE MR MOLE DIE!
I am so going to fail tomorrows test.
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Get high and sing PAP propaganda songs at the top of our lungs (complete with out of tune harmonizing) and jumping whenever necessary, accompanied with frantic flag waving.
Chloe makes me fat,
with all her sour cream pretzels and marks&spencer goodies.
RAWR.
Sunday, August 06, 2006
it was hilarious. LSK is now convinced that Beulah has a boyfriend all thanks to Adele.
The whole lesson LSK was staring at Beulah and was like
'Girls if you have any problems you can always come to me' (staring at Beulah)
Anyway Beu is all worried that when she goes to JC she would have no suitors and she is so funny.
However, Chloe, Adele& I will be the board of advisors and all prospective boyfriends of Beulah would have to go through us first.
I totally love 3S they are the eptitome of idiocracy.
Saturday was a total laugh fest.
Since I dont have photos I shall blog.
First I had to go through chinese tuition and I was highly amused when my tuitin teacher was trying to explain what abortion was in chinese. It was so funny to see her try with all her strange actions.
I went to buy my breeches next since mine all have holes in them. Shopping for anything to do with riding is always fun. I wanted to buy a polo stick but it was insanely expensive.
Met up with the whole group of people at Vienna.
That place smelt funny and had tacky decorations.
Chloe got me in a skirt for like 5 mins,
I changed out in the restuarant since the skirt was dam short,
and Chloe failed totally in TRYING to humilate me.
but the soup was nice and I ate like 15 pregnant fishes.
I think I killed like millions.
Anyway Joe and Izzy ate so much it was scary.
Me and Chloe felt super full halfway and went to walk around
Still we bought some mini melts.
We were in total awe of Learning Lab, its like an Alien training center.
Toys'R'Us was amusing too. We were scaring all the lil kids.
Me, Adele, Chloe & Rachel got funky balloonstot
I got a strawberry shortcake one.
It is a great tool to whack people with.
Anyway we were all sad souls waiting under the hot sun for FOP.
Celine was whinning her ass off.
Anyway FOP was really good.
Worship was great, we all went high and was jumping around and praising God like no tomorrow.
It was a mystery why the plateform did not collapse with everyone jumping.
Ohoh and the accoustic guitarist on Don Moen's team is super cute.
he looked like Zac Efron
When his face appeared on the huge screen you could practically see the whole row of us with our faces lighted up.
ANYWAY, thats not the point.
I was so shiz tired after FOP, but it was fun.
Today I just spent the whole day sleeping.
Hoohum
Friday, August 04, 2006
I SWEAR she does not look like that. We were just playing around with special effects on my com & this is the outcome.
Dont kill me Chloe :D
Happy Birthday 15th ChloeTingRiYan
The ultimate xiaolong Pau, cow, porn star (For Ah-pek Magazine), BO Superstar, BARBIE & LOSER!
We all LOVE your bimboticness, idioticness & crappyness.
Thanks for all the fun and laughter throughout this year.
If not life would be just so boring in sucha smartass class.
Continue to trip over air, crash into lockers and be the idiot you always are.
Lots of Love,
Becky
Thursday, August 03, 2006
To brighten my soul, but I can't control the rain
That keeps falling
Smile on the outside that never comes in
A comedy, mystery, irony, tragedy
So I scream 'let the show begin'
The place where hopes and dreams are supposed to flourish,
has turned into somewhere only bitterness and hurt lies.
Only thing I can hold onto that keeps me there,
is the many joyous moments that have come and gone.
Yet, is it worth it?
Enough with the emoness,
school makes me happy and cheery.
Thursdays are always the most boring but today was hilarious.
Stupid Beulah and Chloe decided it would be fun to make a family tree.
It is really hilarious because
Adele has a crush on L.S.K :D
Becksie was some angsty christmas tree
Chloe's blog would have the full details.
After school, Chloe's mum gave us a lift to the bus stop.
No idea how, 6 people were getting a lift.
So 6 of us squeezed at the back of the car.
Me, Adele and Celine had to squeeze into the space meant for one person.
I was like sitting on the floor.
Izzy still had the cheek to say: Oh I am really comfortable.
All because she took one seat to herself.
When the opened the door, I fell out onto the road.
Pau is growing one year older tomorrow!
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Don't let me fall apart
You've held me close to you
I have turned away and searched for answers
I can't understand
They say that love can heal the broken
They say that hope can make you see
They say that faith can find a Savior
If you would follow and believe
With Faith Like a Child
Really?
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
whether a mooncake was better with yolk or without.
Celine and I insisted that yolkless mooncakes were 1000 times yummier,
Lotus pastes is what made a mooncake, a mooncake.
Izzy views on the pressence of yolk differed.
She said: the yolk was the essence of mooncake, without yolk there was no meaning to eating mooncake. It was a long standing chinese tradition.
But seriously,
have you heard of lotus-paste-less mooncakes?
Izzy still quite violently attacked me with her lethal white bag.
Very soon my friends, when I open my fridge,
I shall be greeted by a wall of mooncake boxes.
Due to the overwhelming supply of it during this season.
I CANNOT WAIT FOR SATURDAY!